2025 has been definitely the year of change for me. So many things have been put on its head that I honestely lost my direction so many times I have lost count. I guess one of the biggest changes was the downfall of Amino and BLDA consequently with it. I still can’t believe that all I have done for seven years just crumbled to dust. Just like this everything we worked so hard for just disappeared with no traces left. I think this is honestly the hardest part about it all.That we can’t even go back and just revel in what we had. It’s all just gone. All the info, all the jokes and worst of all: all the friends we made along the way.
So what shall I do from here on out? I honestly have no idea so far. Right now I just know what I want to continue creating. I know that I still love BL and I know I still love writing. So I absolutely want to continue doing SOMETHING. But right now I just don’t know what I wanna do exactly. There are so many choices and there are so many limits just due to my own situation. So I am pretty much just letting stuff running around in my brain right now and hopefully I will come to some form of a conclusion.
Until then I shall try to update this blog with all my other BLDA blogs I made. I am not expecting anyone to really read anything here. At this point this is more of a personal journal than anything else. I hope I will find what I searching for soon. But in the meantime…. If you want to join me on my strange adventures… Fell free to stay. I can’t tell what is gonna happen. It might not just be about snogging guys anymore. I might add other crafting shennenigans or just simply share my adorable cats. I honestly have no clue.
So yeah, here we go. 2026. I hope that this year is gonna bring me some clarity and some direction. I hope I can make my peace with some old skeletons in my wardrobe and I hope I can finally reach out to all my wonderful friends all over the world. It’s been way too long…
Your Heart's Content 